Monday, April 26, 2010

Running Away...........................

Hello friends, tonight I tried my very very best to run away. After a long, emotional morning (Cross did great by the way, not the smallest of glitches even) and a not so perfect night's sleep last night I am finished. I am also getting some blood work done, long story, but in the past I have had something called adrenal fatigue and I could just about bet my levels are low again. I feel like I could fall asleep standing up and by the end of the day, the very sound of footsteps makes me want to kill someone. That is why I am writing now, because I am doing my very very best to run away. I was trying to be a good wife and make dinner and then during a conversation with J about his meat being too chewy and the face that makes me feel like an idiot after a conversation about the color of a certain shirt, I smiled, told him I loved him madly, told him Cross did not need a bath, and then nighty night. It was only 6:30 and I was beyond ready to run away. Cross decided to be my shadow, I finally locked him out and then they all demanded in 30 minutes later. They are now in the bedroom next door and I wish they would just not talk! hahhahhahahaha This is cranky, tired mom and I need to get me some sleep and some supplements before someone loses a limb. Thank you for reading my random ramblings and thank you so much for your prayers for Cross this a.m. I do love my men and I will act like it in the morning, but for now I would greatly appreciate if they or I could just run away!

Love you guys!


The Feicht Family said...

Aw, love you girl! Praying for peace for you :) (and silence too!!!)

Amy said...

Praying for you friend! Those are tough days, and I hope you feel better already today! Know that we all have days like that and you are not alone. I've done the exact same thing with JP..."here's the kids, I'm going to bed." (o: Love ya!